valentine day

on the valentine day will be a group celebration with my ko-k mate... we will going to have a activity in penang...haiz....sad~~

also dunno why those malay people will choose the day going to do activity de... i think most of them is single... and dunno what is calling valentine day... so just do the activity on that day...

for me... sure a little bit disappointed because cannot be with my dear. even those i not going to penang, i also will celebrate alone in my hostel.... because dear is not around me...

even he not around me, but still feel that he always on beside me... really feel that i am a lucky person to have him as my dear.

no matter what happen..i will always be there for you..

i want you happy, i want you to be success, i want you to be who you are.... and everything i hope is you wil get fine....

even we cannot celebrate together on that time...

but for me...

every is valentine day for both of us~~

i love you~~my dear

on the valentine day will be a group celebration with my ko-k mate... we will going to have a activity in penang...haiz....sad~~

my dream all in vain

last Saturday my sis told me Airasia going to have a promotion go to Asia country... that was excited me...because air asia is going to have 0 fare to selected country... so can get travel to oversea by cheaper ticket.. beside that i like back pack travel a lot... so sure need waiting for the cheaper price...hehe

this time i planning go to ang kor wat...long time ago i already feel excited going to combodia, this time...air asia got 0 fare to there...sure i dun one miss the golden oppurtunity. the period i plan to going is during the malay new year...hari raya aidilfitri.

even i plan to travel, sure i will asking the person that feel importance for me company me go...but after asking....get to know that he din have the free time on that time. very disappointing. i know not he false at all, because the company will not allow him to take leave at that period... but just feeling like i lost the chance to be with him.

after that, i agree with my sister that i will join them to go ang kor wat. n they will help me booking all the ticket and settle everything to me. But i feeling like moody, because i really really feel like going to travel with my lovely dear...

but wat can i do?.....that is nothing can i do..or maybe i should reject my sister plan, n just stay in malaysia and go meet up dear.

early in the morning 7am i receive my sister msg...

" during the hari raya din have the 0 fare, and the ticket is expensive, so we will like to change the time to october or november... so did you free at that time?"

then wait i replay is

" sorry, in october i still have classes, and november i starting exam...so i din have any holiday...so nvm la...you all just go la."

everything suddenly all in vain.....

now i just going bck to normal...forget about that...continue my study...

the life is still need to carry on...

every will be ok for me...

Nothing is FOC~!!

my uni have a machine water can give student refill the water, but the student need to pay to get the water... for me i think is very cheap because 500ml is only cos 10 sen only...

so i think is cheap and cannot be argue about that already...and it can effort by every student.

But what i saw in my uni junior...what they did is stealing the water, putting in 10 sen and they just keep on switch on n off the electric, so they can get the water as much as they want only for 10 sen..

at the time, i also line up waiting to refill my water, and i saw this stupid happen in uum.

The thing that make me more surprise is they din feel sorry or embarrass of the action what have they just did. and they keep on going with what they have done even alot pair of eyes keep watching on them...

shame on them ~~~

i just want to tell them that nothing is FOC~~~

this few day feeling like dear is unhappy... but just he dun want to show up infront of me~~ maybe he just dun want me to worry about him de.....

anyways just hope that he will be fine andways n i always wil take care of him... because he is the importance person to me...lol

love you~~

what can i do?

yesterday night receive the call from some one importance to me...then the voice from the phone is just very down...i dunno what happen and i dunno why? i know he was down...

i saw the message that he send to me after we chatting....i dunno what should i reply to him...typing until half way...i get stuck with it...because i dunno how to write it...

before that...i was in doing my assignments, but after know that...i just cannot concentrate in what i am doing.... i keep moving around in my room... stated worried about him....my roomate keep asking me what happen to me? look like so worry... but i just keep say nothing...and try to dun show out too much to them...

and that time i mad with myself...asking why i am not beside him now? why now i am far from him....if i was beside him..i think the thing that i gonna to do is hug him tight tight...lol~~

untill now...i still worry about him....but what can i do?

i care him, i worry him, i want to be with him...i just want spend my time with him...all i want just be with him...

i will continue support him...cheer him up...doing the best that i can to make him happy again..

hoping he can recover soon~~ become the person that i know~~ because i love him so much....n miss die him

new year; new wish, new hope

only left 5 day 2008 will become a history year to me...and all the profile of 2008 will be end up become a memories to me in my life~~

2008 is the year can say up site down to me...because something that i have archive my goal, some still in the process and some is failed~~ lol

nothing special much in 2008 for me... just facing 308 general election and BN lost 5 state power(but non of my business also), petrol increasing after that just slowly decreasing ( even i have a car, but in hometown, so din effect me at all), economic get worst because of USA (damn it~~ cannot spend more money) n Obama become USA president....haizzz

but for sure that one thing i'm glad is, meeting a guys that have love me, take care of me...and that is my dear~~~DL...shy~ no metter what happen , he always beside with me....i just think i am a lucky one can meet up with him....my life getting colourfull also because of him...lol

2009 is coming, i think it will be a challenging year for all of us...what ever it happen...just bring it on...i am ready for it~~

A new year sure have new wish n hope...so just as usual hopefully it can dream come true to me~~ wahaha~~`

1) my relationship getting stronger and more sweeter(lol)

2) my result can continue as the last sem...getting a good result

3) enjoying my life with someone i care

4) the world economic will getting better (then i got more money 2 spend...lol)

5) i think i need 2 learn to control my hot temper

6) every one that i know will become happy as always

opppsssssss...to much jor....2nite will going hong kong for convocation de~~ i think i will enjoy it...lol~~ see you guys in 2009~~ cheer...

3 week life in KL

finish my 3rd semester by taking my last paper exam on 21th november, n for sure that i directly taking bus from university to kl... n that is one reason only that feel motivated and excited to KL n that is my lover...

actually this is my 1st time that staying in kl for so long...before that i only will spend one week in KL then will back to my hometown again. Actually this time went to KL actually also planning stay for one week only...but maybe the "god" give me more opportunity to accompany my lover in KL, because my hometown kelantan getting flood n it quiet serious....

my parents have call me stay for few more days and see the situation on that, because few of the trains have been cancel....and i get the opportunity to be with dear for more days..

beside that...9/12 is hari raya haji and also hari korban, so all the tickets that have been sold out from kl bck 2 kelantan.... and i "force" to stay in kl again~~ lol....ermmm...actually i also feel that dun one so fast going home...just because i will be sad.....

dear, just want to tell you that, i really happy that spending time with you, even we got bad time, but overall it was happy. i can't be happy in kl without you at beside on me~~~

yesterday i have to back to hometown already after spending time in kl for 3 more week, and 2day just reach kb. During the journey bck to kb... i cant sleep well, not because of the trains swing too heavy, just my brains all is my dear, the day that i spending with dear,...just miss it~~~

just want to say thank you for everything that you have gave 2 me.... thank you my lovely dear~~~ DAVID LEE...

muacksssssss